Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in doperit's LiveJournal:

Friday, December 10th, 2004
5:09 pm	not bolenat i guess everybody feels shitty lately, me too!!! yes, i started working and its a nice change, but its still not making me happy. i earn such a lousy wage and i cant even get my own place (and i cant think of finding a new job, its impossible!!). and mostly i feel LONELY!!! i miss everybody at home - just sitting there, talking, listening to music (or writing music) and smoking, oh i need a smoke!! its not that this place is bad, but i guess i just came here for the wrong reasons. my dreams now are so far away from here and i need to make them come trough, just like i already did, i want to be back there - i want to keep on traveling! so im thinking of going back home, saving some money for few months (again!?) and keep on traveling. my body tells me i souled do that! for sure (!) ill be back here again, for longer time i hope, but now it seems its not the right time.. i dont feel disappointed, im happy i did it and came here cause i wanted to, but i just have to think whats best for me and whats making me happy, and like i said im not happy right now... uuuuuuuufffffffffff, what souled i do???? ZAIN! (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
1:52 pm	ALAK BOM! When i woke up this morning i tought to myself that today is not going to be useful, too much rain and cold (i know im not made of sugar but who wants to go out at this weather?).. When the sun came out i knew that this is my sign!!!!... I went to st. marks and got inside EVERY restaurant and coffee shop and asked if they are hiring, i was determined, i need money and i need it soon!!! So.. tomorrow im starting at this place at 9th ave and im so happy (the savior didnt come from st. marks). I have more possibilities but i need to start slow, i need to find myself and find what and how things are best for me. Im optimistic (and i souled say i was almost ready to give up). Wish me luck. My birthday is REALLY soon - horrey!!!! :):):) Alak bom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
12:52 pm	boom!!! Ok, so Dina convinced me to join the live journal community so i said well why not?... :) Noting much to say yet, im here in NY just 3 weeks and i still feel that i know noting of this city, hehehe.. im looking for a job (cause im really out of money), hopefully something will come out soon.. I miss my travelings and nature, but im sure ill find myself soon in here, I just miss my friends and everybody (thank god that i have amazing Dina!!!). Thats it for now, BOOM BOLENAT!!! :):):) (8 Comments |Comment on this)